“My soul yearns for you in the night; in the morning my spirit longs for you. When your judgments come upon the earth, the people of the world learn righteousness.” Isaiah 26:9
Ah, my brother, my sister, I want to encourage you to lay down your normalcy bias and simply keep at it and let Jesus have His way in your heart and in your life.
Jesus wants and desires that you come into full victory over sin by His precious blood, will you not run from the conviction and allow Jesus this victory of your soul?