It is an absolute necessity to carefully examine our character flaws (which hide our sins, such things as pride, self sufficiency, bitterness, lust, etc.), and take them to Jesus.
“My soul yearns for you in the night; in the morning my spirit longs for you. When your judgments come upon the earth, the people of the world learn righteousness.” Isaiah 26:9
Ah, my brother, my sister, I want to encourage you to lay down your normalcy bias and simply keep at it and let Jesus have His way in your heart and in your life.